Don’t bring that here

Why do you not feel cis? Maybe your identity lies in the non-binary spectrum.

Yeah I don’t have a good answer for this. Not do I know how to get one. I’ve kind of always thought I really was a girl, just too scared to transition or admit it. But very recently I’m questioning that. I don’t necessarily think I’m a girl. But I know that being a “guy” just isn’t right either.

I guess I’m not totally even sure what “non binary” even means. Like, I’ve always felt like it was a cop out kind of identity. And maybe that is just more residence that it resonates with me and is something scary or IDK. It’s hard for me to accept what non binary actually means, and especially how it relates to identifying as trans. Assuming the non binary label fits what I am, am I “trans”?

No one believes that you actually believe any of that.

And there’s the added layer of Baldwin being the producer

He was A producer

Lol dangerous?

as the lack of humidity means you don’t sweat

Wtf? That’s not his that works

I live there

Black chain is dead. No one cares anymore

Just make sure to use kde

San Francisco is not actually clothing optional. Full nudity is mostly illegal. You have to cover the genitals

I’m not the most creative person, but I do enjoy the technical aspect of creative things. I’ve tried to crochet and knit in the past. It’s definitely a good idea. Maybe I’ll order some crochet supplies and give it another shot.

Where do you live

A little bit a long time ago. Was hard for me to get into

Technically I’m currently traveling, that’s what this month period is. I COULD go somewhere else, but I don’t want to by myself. This is the best place for me mentally at the moment.

I’ve told my manager that I’m having issues. I don’t actually want to take time off because work is a pretty decent way to pass the time. But I’m not in a mental space to focus at my usual level. So I think I’ve got that covered

Kind of the wrong direction there. I WANT to sleep, but I can’t.

I’m in a different physical location than normal for the next month, so my routine is totally thrown off. I’m not saying I won’t feel like this in a month. I’m sure I’ll still be having issues. But that’s a different situation I’ll deal with when I get there, and I’d like to get there as soon as possible to just get this over with.

Unfortunately some people don’t have time to post that kind of bullshit on lemmy

The days are normally ok. I can find activities to do. It’s night time, when I’m supposed to be tired and going to sleep that it’s the hardest.

It’s hard to get the motivation to do a project. I’m really looking for something totally mindless. Like, exercise is a good one, but I do a lot of that during the day and it starts to get unhealthy and unproductive. I end up at night doing a lot of pacing, or stuff like that. I was hoping for something the equivalent of pacing but that isn’t physical. I don’t know. I think I’m just grasping at straws that there’s some solution to this that I haven’t thought of.